Love
All my life, there was never a lack of suitors.
Boys came and went... only 4 truly touched my heart.
Really, what defines love? Is there a standardised way of loving?
How can we measure love? If we can't, then how can we say that "He/she doesn't love me enough"?
I was very loved.....but yet, I just felt empty when I'm with him...
I tried loving with my every heart and soul, yet it wasn't enough for him...
It was sweet yet painful while it lasted, yet memories of him still warm my heart every now and then...
Young I was, puppy love is always sweet, yet it ended bitterly...
Alot of times, I wonder if I really do know how to love...
Sometimes, failed relationships makes me doubt myself...
Will I ever find "The One"?
The answer ever so elusive...
I may appear very strong but I am really just any other girl...
I, too feel vulnerable...
I might not look upset but I'm probably bleeding deep inside...hurting every single second...
Now that it's all over, I'll live my life even better than I ever did...
While I continue on my quest of finding "The One"... "The One" who completes me...
Boys came and went... only 4 truly touched my heart.
Really, what defines love? Is there a standardised way of loving?
How can we measure love? If we can't, then how can we say that "He/she doesn't love me enough"?
I was very loved.....but yet, I just felt empty when I'm with him...
I tried loving with my every heart and soul, yet it wasn't enough for him...
It was sweet yet painful while it lasted, yet memories of him still warm my heart every now and then...
Young I was, puppy love is always sweet, yet it ended bitterly...
Alot of times, I wonder if I really do know how to love...
Sometimes, failed relationships makes me doubt myself...
Will I ever find "The One"?
The answer ever so elusive...
I may appear very strong but I am really just any other girl...
I, too feel vulnerable...
I might not look upset but I'm probably bleeding deep inside...hurting every single second...
Now that it's all over, I'll live my life even better than I ever did...
While I continue on my quest of finding "The One"... "The One" who completes me...
posted by paradox-is-me at 1:52 AM
1 Comments:
Hi.
Thank you for sharing this.
I know very well how you feel.
But I really dont belive in "the one" myself. I dont think that two people should "complete" eachother, to me that is more of a -running away from inner pain-thing.
I think if you manage to heal your own pain and deeply apprechiate yourself, you will find a man and a love that will be more growing...two individuals that are independant and still very close.
Becaus I think that who you aer attracted to mirrors yourself in many ways.
So if you dont love you how can you really love them or how can the love you back??
JUst some thoughts, that might not apply to YOU at all....
Best whises for your search.
XXX
Aasa
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