I WANT TO DIE

I really have no idea what I want to blog about... but I'm simply too stressed up studying that I've to find an outlet. I need to like do something other than STUDYING. Oh man, this last semester is really killing me.

All the killer papers clustered together... All the freaking LONG & TEDIOUS calculations plus the LONG-WINDED theories put together, is enought to make me want to call it quits. Last night, I suddenly have this urge to quit school. I'm serious. And I never thought I was stupid.

Perhaps it's a case of getting burnt out. I really put in lots of effort during the first 2 years or so and maybe now, I'm tired... Mentally and physically. It's not that I can't understand the concepts. It's just that, there's simply to many to remember. It's an overkill.

All the SML, CML, CAPM, APT, Passive/Active Techniques, Top-down/Bottom-up Approach, Technical Analysis, Binomial Pricing, Black-Scholes Model, Straddle, Strangle, Spread blah blah blah are too much to absorb. I remember one thing now and the next moment, when I read the other, I forget the first.

Oh God, please help me. I really do not want to screw up during this last semester especially the Investment paper... If I do, I got to re-do the damn project all over again, sit for the bloody difficult test and horror of all horrors, re-sit for the exam!!!

Freaking hell... Where were the days of shake-my-leg-and-wait-for-distinction-to-drop-from-the sky?!!

I seriously need DIVINE help! Of any sorts... I don't care... OR maybe I could try burning all my notes, mixing them into water and then drinking them... Maybe that would work?

Now, I know why the financial analyst are so highly-paid... They aren't for nothing... *kowtow*