I Try...

Sometimes, I get really really tired.

So much so that I want to just call it quits...

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
I play it off but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm fiending
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away but I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near